Saturday, April 01, 2006
It's been a while....
Yes, I'm still alive. Work has taken over my life. That's what I get for wanting a good job.
So, I have nothing much to say. Nothing I'm mulling over - well that's not true. I touched a penis last saturday for the first time. OMG! What was I doing?? You guessed it - totally incapacitated by alcohol. Woah! Big time! It's taken me 24 years to touch a penis. And I don't want to do it again.
Another biggie --> even bigger than what I just said: in my drunken stupor (yes, still drunk at 7am sunday morning - told you I had a lot to drink) I told the friend I was out with that I didn't think I was totally straight. That I thought that I might be gay. This is my deepest secret and I told her that and that she is the first person to know. I also said that when I was sober that I would cringe knowing that I told someone my deepest secret. She was really cool about saying that I have o find out and that she thinks I probably am. I didn't think to ask her why she thought I probably was. Am I obvious? Does her gaydar ping? Anyway. Big step for me.
I'm 24 and I'm way deep in the closet. I'm suffocating in here. But I don't want to come out. What if I'm not gay? To make me feel better I'll post this for me to oogle.
I wonder if she'll need help getting the sand out of her ....
Okay, okay. I am gay.
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So, I have nothing much to say. Nothing I'm mulling over - well that's not true. I touched a penis last saturday for the first time. OMG! What was I doing?? You guessed it - totally incapacitated by alcohol. Woah! Big time! It's taken me 24 years to touch a penis. And I don't want to do it again.
Another biggie --> even bigger than what I just said: in my drunken stupor (yes, still drunk at 7am sunday morning - told you I had a lot to drink) I told the friend I was out with that I didn't think I was totally straight. That I thought that I might be gay. This is my deepest secret and I told her that and that she is the first person to know. I also said that when I was sober that I would cringe knowing that I told someone my deepest secret. She was really cool about saying that I have o find out and that she thinks I probably am. I didn't think to ask her why she thought I probably was. Am I obvious? Does her gaydar ping? Anyway. Big step for me.
I'm 24 and I'm way deep in the closet. I'm suffocating in here. But I don't want to come out. What if I'm not gay? To make me feel better I'll post this for me to oogle.
I wonder if she'll need help getting the sand out of her ....
Okay, okay. I am gay.
